Aug 15, 2021Bones + PassionsThe following poems are explicit and potentially triggering. I don't take lightly that these are now available for you to read. I pray...
Jan 28, 2021Chapter Five: All the GainsA couple of Sundays ago, I said yes. Parmesan Cheese Our waitress had just arrived with the tray of food. After placing it on its stand,...
Jul 20, 2020Chapter Four: Still Vegan?I began writing out my eating disorder journey like a book, titling each of my posts as "chapters." I didn't think much of it. In fact, I...
Apr 16, 2020Chapter Three: The Unlearning Process“Are you free?” The evening before my family’s Easter gathering my dad asked me that simple, powerful question. It was the question that...
Dec 2, 2019Chapter Two: I Can FightI think at some point what was going on inside of me started to show. I was losing weight. A lot of weight. And my restriction was...
Oct 28, 2019Chapter One: Chained UpI stood in the shower, water beating against my back. Hunched over, I started to breathe rather quickly. The pace freaked me out. Had I...
Oct 9, 2019The Introduction: Body ImageWorkout more. Eat less. Repeat. Day in. Day out. I’ve been running on this treadmill mindset and I’m getting extremely fatigued....